Friday, July 20


assalamualaikum warahmatullah and hellios peeps.

wow! all the ladies look pretty and the guys look superb today!

any events mehh today? :O

was i being too cocky? hahaha. kinda..... should. stop. doing. that. cause. it. turned. out. to. be. very. awkward. *outofbreath* hahaha was i running just now? i looked as if my keyboard just got an asthma attack! LOL. okay.... not funny at all :-/  how are you guys doing? me? well.... not fine at all. hahaha. cehhh.. i'm good thank you very much :) today was quite an okay day for me. as usual, i started my day with 50 sit ups and 10 push ups. okay i HATE push ups. dont. wanna. do. that. hahaha :p i jog a lil bit but i was too sleepy so i ended up sleeping after i jog. LOL.

i'm feeling sexy and free ~

*noddinghead* currently listening to jessie j's dominos :) a great song for a gloomy afternoon like right now hehe. went to opah's house for lunch just now. she cooked fer me prawn sambal tumis! yey! even though i'm sufferin with muh sinus right now, I STILL EAT THOSE PRAWNS!! nomnomnomnomnom \m/ prawns FTW!! hehe hehe. opah sally and tok usop dropped by opah's house. that's why i went to have lunch there to help around. waaaa im such a good girl am i? yeahhh..... riiigghhhttt... hahaha!

i'm now sitting by my window looking at the scenery. how i wish i was up my college's tank. i miss that place. that's where i usually go if i wanna think of anything. never been caught. yes. never been caught :p i'm soooo awesome. LOLOLOLOL. well, most of my friends are already doing their preparations to fly. wow. they're so lucky. hmm. sometimes i thought back.... did i make the right choice to enter nottingham to take arts and decline my scholarship to fly to germany?? oh well, yeah maybe at first i did not feel any regrets but as time flies... and most of my friends got offers to pursue their studies overseas... and i thought back... i can be one of them... if i accepted the offer... most probably i'll be flying to germany in october. wow. but i chosed to reject the offer. it's definitely a lie of course if i say i did not regret at all. but i've made my choice to choose nottingham instead. to take arts instead of engineering.

is this the right choice? 

that is the question that i still ask myself every single time. there's nothing i can do now. the past is the past even though how many times i ask myself the question. however, i am really really glad that i chosed nottingham though :) i wouldn't have met my awesome friends and best friends if i chosed germany :p and you know what is my answer everytime i ask the above question?

it's your fate. it's your choice. and remember. without that choice you might never have met your friends... your lecturers... your classmates... and of course, him :) wow. yeah. if i did not enter nottingham... and decided to live off campus... i might have never met you amirul hakim...

so yeah, i did not regret my decision at all. maybe it's not my luck to go to germany. but insyaAllah who knows? my luck is in nottingham with him :) so guys! life is all about choices. no matter what choices that you decide, never regret the ones you've made. because every choices has their own boon. dont worry. maybe sometimes you met felt little regrets but always remind yourself that it was initially your own decision. so, live with it. think about it from various perspectives. who knows, you might also be able to change your fate too? <3

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