a date i will not forever forget.
btw, assalamualaikum warahmatullah and sweet hellios :)
well, after that date... my life totally changed. that was the date i got my results. not as well as i expected but oh well, that's life right? i chosed not to try as hard as i could. i chosed to be rebellious. in the end, the one being regret was? of course myself. haha. there's no point of turning back. so, i accepted it open heartedly :) it was not hard at all. LOL. because i've kinda being used of accepting things as they are. accepting fate. without even trying to change my own fate.
in the Holy Quran Allah had wrote
"Allah will not change the fate of His servants unless they try their best to change their own fate"
oh well, i chosed not to study hard but joke around instead. now, i have to face the consequences. LOL. still, praise to Allah alhamdulillah for my results. quite proud of myself though that through all the suffering and bullying, i finally pulled myself through with quite awesome result :) for an average student like me my result was awesome. but possibility of TGB did not became first in Malaysia may caused by me :( sorry guys i did not achieved straight A's like you guys. i'm sorry i was the cause our batch did not get our own monument. sobs.
oh well, i did not regret anything though. i cannot regret anything. it was my own choice. wrong choice maybe? i dont really know. hahaha. maybe i was too angry of being in TGB. being too angry that i cannot transfer myself to taiping or pengkalan hulu. being too angry that i chosed not to study. my bad LOL. anyway, that was the past. now, all i have to do is MOVE FORWARD! yeahhh! i'm awesome. i dont need a silly piece of paper to show me the path to success. i dont need a qualification of awesomeness just to achieve my dreams as i am awesome naturally from the inside! hehe hehe :p
nadhrah, KEEP ON MOVING FORWARD! dont look back. dont look to the past :) and remember. always... BELIEVE IN MIRACLES. BELIEVE IN DU'A. BELIEVE THAT ALLAH WILL ALWAYS BE THERE.
change nadhrah! be better than yesterday. be better tomorrow than today. dont ever forget Allah. therefore, insyaAllah, Allah will not forget you :)